I stood there, cold as ice, freezing. I couldn't believe what had just happened. I was alone; completely and utterly alone. As the darkness of the night slowly enveloped me, I began to cry. Tears flowed down my face like a hurricane. An uncontrollable anger took over my emotions and I began to tremble. An unintelligible mumbling was all that came out when I tried to speak. I looked for someone or something to help me, but there was no one. Just yesterday I had felt so loved and warm, but now all I felt were frozen tears streaming down my face. It had broken my heart. All that had been was gone. All my hopes and dreams had been shattered; I was left with a feeling of emptiness and disillusionment. I was disillusioned with humanity, distrustful of lying and cheating to get what they want. The feeling of depression soon returned. That feeling had returned from a week's vacation and was ready to drag me down again. I had almost changed everything for her. I told her I would conform and be like everyone else. I would also change my faith. I would have done all this for her, and everything I had done was wasted. For what seemed like an eternity, I was disappearing from life: constantly searching for an answer to my prayers. It had been years since any emotion other than a blank expression had crossed my face. It had made me feel complete, optimistic and almost… happy. With just four words he ended my happiness. Never before in my life had a person torn me apart. Unfortunately, there was more to my punishment. It was in one of my classes, and because of this, I was reminded every day of how deceiving appearances really are. He was an angel with an evil heart. It was a cupid with poisoned arrows. Every day, I was forced... in the middle of a sheet of paper... mutual affection, I asked her: "Do you love me?" and she hugged me and whispered yes in my ears. After years of emotional struggle, fading as a human being, and wondering if I could ever trust someone like I used to, I finally found the answer to my questions. Someone in the clouds had seen me struggling, had seen that I needed someone in the world, and had sent her as an angel to save me. I discovered something in her that I didn't know humans were capable of: true love. This true love is not found every day. Only those people who truly believe in love, those who truly care about how you feel, hold that power. The power of true love knows no boundaries, and even though sometimes it seems like the darkness will never give way to the light, wait and hope. I waited and hoped, and true love came to me and changed my life forever.
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